I Want To Exist

8点∀ I Want To Exist.

Boy who had been made in to a eunuch, everyday he cries over something different. Something that has him to believe that the love he were to be with wouldn't love him because he would not be able to produce child. He sees everyone happy, their smiles, their families, their laughs... and he takes it all in as HATRED.

Eventually he's had enough, his tears... they become as knives cutting his face as they run down his cheek. Everyone when seeing him cry do not see it as sad, instead they see it as pathetic, as if he should not be angry because it is God's plan. [&] When the frequency of the laughs hit him, the tears activated. He begins to use his tears to put his water of salt, gall and knives into the water. He begins to kill families. He begins at the places that mean the most to them.

Eventually God sees his rage and introduces him to a woman, someone who sees him for who he truly is and not what he's been made out to be.

She secretly knows that he is killing everyone in the village, but says nothing about it and so she found grace in his sight. In time, he ends up killing her parents because they say she is no longer allowed to see him as they know as well what they are meant. Earlier than she can tell him she doesn't care what they say, they are dead for the reason of only knowing that everything is keeping him from happiness. She knows it was him because of the biopsy of the village chief.

When so, she became hateful towards him yet because of this act God noticing his passion towards the woman had him to chase after the woman. In this she Eventually gets fed up and shows him that she too has no private area. She also cannot produce child, how can a man ever love her she breaks into tears and at that moment, the tears running down her cheek cut her. He sees this and yells at God. Calling him trash and every bad word to exist.

God notices and gives her a garden of her own. In the man's surprise he quickly looks away as if seeing nothing in that instance. She noticed that the man had a sort of power over God and this stunned her to the core. Immediately as he turned away he began to cry more and his blades of the eyes returned to cut his face...

He wiped away the tears but they cut his hands, he tried to wipe them off his clothing but they rent, even to the flesh of his being, he would cut himself on purpose screaming constantly. When she had finally covered herself noticing the boy noticed and that's why he turned away she felt horrible, she went up to the man and told him to stop crying. She said all this must've happened for a reason.

The boy suddenly stopped crying as he looked into her eyes; and they understood... something... In that single look, they knew they were destined to be together. —And as they grew, their scars remained but the story engraved in their hearts would be forever.